what are day...

today nothing is up actually...
been doing my stuff such as packing and cleaning up the house and etc..
today i just really feel unhappy and i feel like my heart is so heavy..
i dint feel really happy today..
seems like i been forcing my self to smile...
and i feel i am so disturb and blur...
can say i start to dream when i have the free time..
i hope things just can be lifted up from my shoulder...
no one understand how i feel..
this can be done by my own self and time...
Ermmm i really miss someone special...
But his so buzy with work...
but it is ok,i understand...

hope things is going well...

Current Mood:Afraid & little bit worried..